Day five.

Well picked her up yesterday from Simi. Frozen, hungry, unwashed, lying, the same. It's been five days now. Don't you think she has had enough? But no she doesn't want to come home. She is not allowed to stay at where she thought she had a home. Bumming rides off of her last resort who is a horrible person. Acting like she had to get out of that house because everyone hated her, she wasn't apart of the family, she did nothing wrong. Having to make her realize it is her fault, she is careless, parties, having to tell her you are growing up in a mormon house hold and the flat out rule is going to be no drugs, no drinking, no smoking. But you choose to do the opposite. You're stubborn, selfish, and oblivious. You think none of this is your fault. Well guess what it is all your fault. I think it is really mean what your sister has been doing and she is very confused and up and down about this situation. But your mom and dad are worried about you and miss you. But you can't get passed the hate. You can't get passed the victimizing yourself. You need to see what you are doing is fucking up your whole entire life. Think about it. No more lies from you I am sick and tired of it. Be safe. Be clean. Be smart. God is looking out for you. He knows what is best. Just listen and maybe you will hear.