Silence.

You say we are going to end up together. You say in the end it's just going to be you and me. You say I'm your best friend. You say you don't lie. You say you are okay. You say it's not your fault. You say so many things. Have you ever stopped to think about what the people around you have to say? The people that actually truly love you and care about you. Not the fake people, the ones who say they care who say they are your friends but in reality are not even close. You listen so much to the people who didn't even call you on your birthday to say happy birthday. The people who won't offer to give you a ride unless you pay them. The people who are so consumed in getting fucked up that they don't remember your face the third time they meet you. For some reason I don't understand why you would keep hanging around them, keep running after them, keep going back after they fucked you over. What runs in your head when you think about going there? How could one person WANT to go back there willingly? Then you come back from that damned place and are happy but yet again you get in trouble. Once more you are grounded. Aren't you tired of being locked up? Being yelled at by your parents? Crying? Being miserable? Maybe that's why you ran. Maybe that's why you keep going back. Because you are afraid of the good. You are afraid of not being accepted by others so you are defiant to the ones who care. Run. Run to the place where you will not return from one day. Run from your fears. Run from the good. Run from help. Run from everything that matters. You're doing a good job so far. No one is out to get you. You just think they are. It's your imagination. You need to fess up. Come clean with yourself and your family. Let people help. All everyone wants is just what's best for you. You need to be home soon. Everything is going to get worse. Everything is going to crumble. Everything will die out. Be patient with everything. Be will to change. Open your heart. Open your mind. Give in. Come to your senses. Be safe. Be clean. Be forgiving. God is looking out for you. Find it in your heart to look out for him.