Crash

I feel trapped. I feel closed in. I feel as if I can't breathe. I feel like someone is suffocating me. I feel conquered. I feel defeated. I feel never ending. I feel as though there is nothing to do besides sink into the nothingness of my bed. I feel like I can't break free. I feel that I will never leave this place. I feel that every thing will stay the same forever. I feel as though change is not in the future. I feel that we are being crushed by ignorance. I feel that the world is falling down on all of us and we are being taken over by global warming and the faulty economy. I feel that nothing will ever be new. I feel that I will never wake up in the morning without weezing with asthma. I feel impatient. I feel misguided. I feel neglected. I feel lost. I feel lonely. I feel I do more bad than I should be doing. I feel the need to give back. I feel the fears of my life. I feel I should not be so judgemental. I feel I should be more open. I feel I need to be cleaned of all the bad. I feel a part missing. I feel that the sight of myself is slipping away from me and I won't be able to get it back.