Runaway

If you are to ever run away from home..and get on a plane. Run away to this place. I will be there shortly.

And we will runaway and be there one day to the place where our hearts lay. The place we will have no worrys and just sleep away those long lost days. So meet me there in our hiding place. Far far away. and we will go on with the new like we are supposed to do. In our hiding place. We will stay in the sand all day and watch the crashing waves. Cause this is our hiding place. Don't worry we will be safe cause we will act in different ways. In our hiding place.                                                               

I will never

Pass. I just have to face it. No matter what I do it will not happen. One time. Two time. Three time. Four time. And it will probably be the same four more times. I try and try and try. I guess I'm just a hopeless case.

Drip drip

The sound of my blood falling into the empty bag. Slowly filling up. The lose of feeling in my arm. The itchyness of where the needle is poked into my skin puncturing my vain. The cold sensation my arm felt while drawing blood. The slow creeping pain of my hand having no energy no way to move anymore. All to help a person in need. I gave blood today. It felt pretty good.

Drunken phone calls

I love getting that late night drunken phone call from my best friend. Not being able to understand what the fuck she is saying. And yet we laugh our ass's off. Whispering, making her laugh, hearing the sounds of her drooling, and yet I still love the girl. Even if she is so gross, you gotta love the girl. She's so funny when you hear her saying "Tell so and so who your texting that I'm drunk too and I am the ed at the end of buzzed." Whatever that means haha. Mumbling on and on and on about nothing. Talking about how these 25 year olds bought her drinks while she was at this belly dancing thing with this mormon mom who was MCing it. "Olivia you should have been there you would have flipped there were so many hot girls." Haha thanks Marissa. Well as she falls into a comma quickly falling into oblivion of slumber. Sweet dreams Mariss. I love you.

Butterflies

You know when you get butterflies cause your excited. And they feel so awesome. And you smile smile smile. And you tell everyone why this is happening. Your mood is so on top of the world, and you feel like you can run for miles. I love being so happy. I had a splendid day. And something made it even better then it was. I love those days where you just feel invincible. It's the best. Hanging out with your best friend all day. Just relaxing. Nothing bad happened at all today. Nothing went wrong. Just the rain beating down my favorite. I hope i could fall asleep to the sound of the rain tonight.