Valentines

                                       




Well I had a spectacular valentines day. I surprised my best friend and made her happy. Made up a song off the top of my head about her perfectness of being a friend. She cried. I laughed and then we went out to breakfast togeths. Then to a thrift store. Also rocked out to our theme song and kissied. I love her so so so so much times a million. I am such a great friend. Haha brought her candys and cakes and gum. Yay. Best valentines day ever!.

piterpat

I wish I could get out of 5th period and actually want to stay for lunch or that i could stop by for a few minutes before I have to leave. I want things back to the way they used to be. I want the weird awkward unsocial group back. Like old times just siting there talking about odd and unusual things that no one else in their right mind would talk about. I want to sit there and when the bell rings say not it so I don't have to pick up the trash even though I would end up picking it up. I want my friends! If only if only....

SCOOBADOOBA

I needs a new job NOW! I hate Daphnes Greek Fucking Cafe. The management sucks ball sacs. So I am putting  in my two weeks in about a week or so. I am so happy cause I hates it there.

Blah Blah Blah. I need shit to do. I needs more money cause I has none!!!

BOOOOOO 

4 DAY WEEKEND!

I know this pretty rave girl.

Feeling vibrations. Explosion of sound. The smell of sweat. Flashing lights changing from one color to another. Breathing hard. Feet throbbing. New friends. My favorite DJ's. I miss the random people. The bright and crazy clothes. The skimpy almost nude girls running around. Clacking of kandy. Trading bracelets one right after the other. Blinding colors of the elaborate kandy bracelets. Clouds of smoke. People piled up against the walls creating cuddle puddles. Exchanging of names. The rave scene. Some people are scared of it I am inthralled by it. Mesmorized by every little thing that happens there. I love it. I find it so interesting, so fun, and so addicting. It's like a drug. You can't get enough of it. Instead of doing ecstasy or dropping acid I dance on the packed dance floor till they turn the lights on and kick everyone out. I love the stories I hear from different people. How someone got their rave name. What their first rave was. How many raves they have been to. The need to go to the next rave. Itching and scratching to buy the next ticket. I miss that scene. I miss it all. How sweet it is. Next. I am exploding with excitement.  Here I come.

100% pure child

You know what realizations are fun. I have just realized that hm I am 100% pure child. I sit around watching spongebob, chowder, mr.meaty, ratatouille, monster house, and more cartoons. I love cartoons it's a problem. I love neopets. Beany babies. It's funny how much I adore childish things. I wish I could frolic through disneyland, universal studios, and six flags all day. Sometimes I wish I was in the cartoon spongebob it's my favsie. Oh how I wish I could stay in footie pajamas all day eat cereal and watch spongebob all day long. Dream big. Dream Big...