So it's been what about 2-3 weeks? I wish that you would text me or call or or just talk to me. You hang otu with your new friends who are just people who steal and lie and get fucked up on whatever all the time. It sucks that all you want to do is drink and go to parites. It used to be us hanging out all the time, talking constantly, and always being together. I have barely seen you and I leave in 9 days. I keep on thinking how much I am going to miss all of my friends but I rarely see you now that I feel like I have already left. I thought we were best friends but I guess the next best things have come up for you. I think so highly of you and that you are the best friend I have ever had and we never fight and I say the best things about you. But now it's just spiraling down like every other "best friend" friendship I have had. I guess we will see how this next week will go. Please I wish this will all turn around. I miss you so much. I don't know what to say. I give up. This sucks. See you when I get back.