I just need to scream!

I am so annoyed right now and I don't even know why. I need to work out, eat better, look for a job, study more, do homework, and I need to focus. Everything bothers me. I feel like I can't do anything. I can''t seem to complete anything. I wish I could be motivated. I have so much in my mind but there is nothing going on. I am so frustrated with everything! I wish I could focus in on school, because I feel like a failure. I went from a B to a D in math. I have a C- in history. I have a C+ in english and a B in ASL. I am doing to bad in school it kills me. I wish I had the motivation like I used to last semester. School is not for me. I wish I could just skip forward to my life. I want to move already. I want to skip forward and be a music therapist already. I hate high school. I just want to be saved from it. I wish I could have a new life. I want to take the GED so I can just get out already. Gahhhh I want to pull my hair out! I am so frustrated. I need something more in life. I need something new. I need a better life!