Again

You have run away once more. Running away from reality, from everything that's really, from your fait. You need to face it. Face everything. You are getting too old to do this. Grow up become mature approach your fears. Stop being a baby. Stop being childish. Listen. Listen to your parents. Listen to your sister. Listen to your friends. Listen to the truth. But you can't face it can you? You can't face the stone cold truth about yourself. You are scared shitless. You think your so tough and can conquer anything. But you can't. Your only 17. You have so much to learn so why don't you just start taking everything in and learn something. Stop going against everyone and everything. It's not cool to follow your friends that got you into this situation in the first place. Be your own person. THINK. Why don't you use that brain for once and think about other people and think about improving yourself. Cause that is what you need. IMPROVEMENT. You need help. Your sick. Your an addict. Your NOT a lost cause. Your Not hopeless. You are just a follower and a confused teenager. Let other people help. Say your gonna do something and follow up on it. Be free. Be clean. Be safe. Have fun. But don't be stupid don't let this life go to waste. Stop running.