Not unstoppable

So I come home from school everyday at around 12:20 unless it's monday wednesday or friday then I come home around 1:40. It's the same routine most everyday. Get out of school, go home or to the gym, play guitar, go on the computer, homework, and then TV at night. I have gone in and out of many things good and bad. Middle of freshman year I dropped being straight edge and got into drugs, raves, drinking, smoking, and basically playing the "cool card". Sophomore year grades slipped a lot, stoner, drinking, raves, and drugs. Changes and changes and changes. Going through friends, problems, and more. Junior year stoner, great grades, good friends, everything is alright. But is that where it's going to stop? I crossed out smoking weed, doing drugs, and smoking cigarettes. Things evolve. Realizations come up. Changes happen. It's the end. But the start of a new beginning. True friends, real friends, false friends, fake friends. Many things that happen in a persons life that could be good but also bad. You know when you're with a bunch of friends talking about a bunch of stuff if you could do this would you? If you could live anywhere where would you live? Those types of questions. But the question that always comes up is "If you had one wish what would it be?" Well if I had one wish my one wish would be...I wish I never touched a drug, I wish I never smoked a cigarette, I wish I never influenced people. I wonder how life would be if I never had any of that in my life. You know the true valuable things in your life are the things you fight for. But what if the things you fight for just won't listen? Is too stubborn? I wish I had the power to change stuff. It's interesting how people follow. Go in and out of doing stuff. Start up what you shouldn't but thing is is that the people around you are doing it and I guess it just would be so boring if you didn't do it. It's very odd. When was the last time people stopped following? I know I follow but try not to. Life turns and turns and turns everyday, every second. School is good family is good, friends are alright. I deserve great things, I deserve great people, I deserve a great future, I deserve the best. The things that happen in peoples lives are so important and impacting. People are created from other people leaving an impression on you, an impact, a memory, a new routine, traditions, ways of life. That is what people are made of, what you are made of, what I am made of. Life isn't about what kind of phone a person has, the type of iPod, kind of car, brand of clothes, how much money a person has. It's about the people in your life. The memories people make. The good times you have. When did that become unimportant? What about my life? My life? Great parents good friends good grades. Change? Change is good. Well today I made a pact with my friend and the pact was that I wouldn't smoke another gram another puff another hit of weed and he wouldn't drink anymore. A new page? A new chapter? A clean slate? Well whatever it is it's going to be exhilarating, clean, fresh, fun. If you look at a person who is on something what goes through your mind? They look dumb don't they? So why would I want to look dumb? It's just a stupid action that could make you look like an idiot for a long time. Do you want that? I sure don't. Well day one here I come. Exciting? Yes. Nerve racking? Oh yeah. Ready to see the out come? Hell yeah. Live your life. Yeah your young but what you do now affects how you are in the future. You're not unstoppable. Just wait for the end. I hope it's not too early before the end comes for you. Many things fly through my life. I want to take time to see them.