I know all of my blogs are depressing. So here's another. This is the worst summer ever, it fucking sucks. The things I do everyday: wake up watch tv, go on facebook, play guitar, draw, make Kandi, wait for my mom to come home, maybe use her car to go to TO, or watch tv with my mom, go to bed at 12-1, wake up the next morning and do it all over again. I could honestly tell you all of the things I've done so far this summer that's how boring it is. Rarely u get the call to hang out but no one will drive out to me I have to me all of the effort, my friends won't even drive me home if I don't have a ride yet I drive them everywhere and never ask for anything in return. I'm stuck in this apartment 4-5 days out of the week sometimes more. I was fired from my job basically which leads me to no money and no where will hire me. I have no human contact most of the time and the only person I ever see is my mom. Do you see now why I want to leave so badly? I just wish sometimes I'd be asked to do something and not just forgot about cause I live in the valley. Godamn do I wish it was September so I'm out of here.